The One With No Title

I often find myself wondering how my life would be different if diet, exercise, and being thin and healthy came easy to me.

It does not.

After the loss of my babies, I found truly how addicted to food I am.  When I'm happy, I want to eat.  Sad?  Eat.  Nervous, anxious, overwhelmed?  Eat, eat, eat.  Most of the time I crave sweets and once I get started, I literally cannot stop.  

I originally started this blog after an awesome 10K I did with my BRF, Shannon.  I felt strong.  I felt powerful.  I felt alive.

But it sat.  I was busy with mama-wife life and work.  I found myself slipping.  Allowing myself to eat things I knew were bad for me.  Making one bad choice after another and promising myself that I would get back on track on Monday.  Mondays came and went, my gym attendance went down, my weight went up.

I know I need to take control of me again.  Take the time for me and be as strong as I know I am.